Christmas Eve with justtheclique®

this year's christmas eve should be fun.

'cause justtheclique® will be celebrating at Pan Pacific Hotel!

really looking forward to it.

but before that, i'll have to crack my brain & plan the party.

but it'll be worth it, once i see the smiles worn on every cliqu-er's face.

the party will include:

Gift Exchange

Drinking Games

Dinner

and more....

shall not reveal everything now.

so, stay tuned for more updates.

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meanwhile, i shall post a few pics taken 2 days ago @ NYDC.

jane, winston & edison

levin, vincent & jane

vincent & jane

3 amigos penne pasta

savouring the cheese, meatball & ham

so i ordered the "3 amigos" penne pasta. nice

Love,
Jane

pictures

here are some pics of the previous week. :)

sat @ zoukout with aviel. 8th Dec Sat

then bumped into monica!

went to Brewerkz with aviel. 11th Dec Tues

super mega beef burger that he ordered. and the black bottom pie that i ordered.

go on, keep drooling! :P

clubbed on 14th Dec Fri.

took a pic with Dom.

attended jovan's post-bday party @ heliconia. many ppl attended. this shows how sociable the old uncle is. haha. after the party, cliqu-ers came over to my place to chill. and we watched horrifying ghostly clips on youtube.

clubbed with jovan, strider, alvin, matt, melvin, levin and derek. on 16th Dec Sun.
took pics with jovan while on board the train.

my eyes were super red.

thats all folks.

oh don't forget to check out http://justtheclique.blogspot.com/

Love

Let Go & Let God

cant wait to share bout Sunday's Sermon. Its about letting go. don't understand? no worries.... let me fill u in :)

Pastor Lian did such a good job man! while i was in the cab on my way to church, i actually talked to God for a short while. i said something like "God, pls let today's service be of some relevance to what i'm dealing with now." and va va voom, the 1st sentence Pastor Lian mentioned was... "Let Go!" then i was like "OMG! God's so cool!"

alright, let me talk a little more bout what Pastor Lian said. she mentioned something bout this old lady always complaining bout her Husband, her Life, her Kids, her Boss and etc. Then while Pastor Lian was talking to this lady, Pastor Lian had an image of this lady. Pastor Lian saw an image of God's blessings reigning over this lady but the lady wasnt receiving the blessings. bcus she was clenching her fists tightly. Then God told Pastor Lian that He is already showering this lady with all the blessings but she cant receive them simply because she's not letting go (her clenched fists show that she's holding on tightly). therefore, the moral of this story is.... Let Go and Let God handle it for You. Cast all your cares on God.

and most importantly, we should live the "Now" moments. meaning, there's always a reason why God is letting us go through certain turmoils because He always has better plans for us. and He will bring us to the places he has planned for us to be.

last but not least... Let go, open up & receive God's blessings that's already reigning down on You! seriously, the sermon was so enlightening. Praise the Lord. Hallelujah! :):):)

holidays.... soon!

woohoo!
this week has been .... a blast!
seriously.
wed @ Zouk to celebrate our hottie Strider's bday! not to mention how i woke up seeing bruises everywhere on my body.
fri @ Play was alright. not high enough. but the music wasnt that bad.
sat @ ZoukOut - probably my 1st & the last time. 'cause i didnt like it luh. paid $58 when i can definitely get better music on wed nights @ phuture. oh well, its the experience i guess.
sun @ st james was WOOHOO! fantastic. being able to dance to songs like "WHINE UP" & "The Way I Are" made me happy. although it was damn bloody crowded & packed. and the music after that kinda lacked the groove that i like. but hell yeah, still better than ZoukOut. haha probably ZoukOut is just not for me. oh well.

alrightey. wanna share the latest sermon with all of you.
next post :)

internship has finally come to an end.
but why do i feel sad?

gosh i still remember i hated work initially. and its only till recent times that ive grown to enjoy the company of all my colleagues in the company. it really takes time to get along with everyone especially aunties. man, i really couldnt stand them at first. but realised they r really nice ppl.

oh and today, i actually got the chance to speak to David Loo. the boss la... he's actually really really capable. started the biz from nth till now, branches in Vietnam Indonesia KL. woohoo. mayb i should challenge myself and work under him. but i do know that im gonna be damn stressed out.... cuz he isnt exactly someone who's easy to work with.

but anyhows, i will really miss working in Innomed. i mean, of course there are good times. and these definitely surpasses all the bad memories in the past.

a big Thank You to all my colleagues at Innomed Pte Ltd. thx for taking care of us :):)

newsflash!!

3 more days and i'll be free.

but actually, will kinda miss work and my colleagues.
yeah no doubt i was cursing n swearing initially but throughout these 2 & a half mths, things have gotten better. and im beginning to enjoy what im doing and my colleagues' company.
so yeap, i would say, all is good.

as for school, im really looking forward to it and cant wait for everything to be back to normal. i can stay out late with the clique every night (if i have no morning class the next day), yeah!

but i think God doesnt like me to club. cuz he always arranges morning class for me on thurs mornings. that means, i cant go to ladies' night. grrrr oh and also monday mornings. arghhh that means i cant go to fabulous sundays. shit! but i know he's doing it for my own good. oh well, praise the Lord!

i miss many ppl from the clique. and honestly i havent seen some of them in aeons! winston sent all of us an email, very sweet. greatly appreciated. and yeah, i totally agree with what he says. lets Walk the Talk clique-ers! :):)

alrightey, nth much to update. so thats all dudes/dudettes! take care :):):)

much love.

updates:):)

its been a while since i've blogged about anything.

internship is coming to an end & i thank God for that.

its so tiring to sleep at 2, 3am and wake up at 7am the next day. and i totally detest it.

not that i won't have to wake up early during sch, but at least its not an everyday thingy.

really looking forward to school. miss school life man and of course the clique! always too tired to meet up with anyone after work. we used to meet up everyday but now that im working, seldom meet up with them. :( sorry love.

i've stopped clubbing for awhile but when i clubbed again, shit it was full force. not good not good. just like what one of the taggers said "if ure really true to christ, stop clubbing like a whore." haha i actually find it funny. yeah i should stop huh? mayb not stop luh, just cut down.

btw, the previous entry was about me accepting christ, and becoming christian. yeah im still in the process of building my reilationship with Daddy God. and i can say, the process is amazing. i love gg to church every sunday, even if i have to sacrifice my sleep.
listening to Pastor Prince preaching the Gospel of Grace is always so enlightening. :):)

well, shall end this entry with pics taken since long time ago.... the white wash party till the latest one, at the airport (sent ana off)...

i accepted Christ on 7th Oct 2007.
everything's simply amazing. words cannot describe how i feel.
but thanks to God for inviting me. and thanks to wannie for helping me feel ready to accept Christ. im still new to it all but im all set to establish this beautiful relationship with God. and im damn looking forward to gg to church this sunday even though my favourite pastor prince wont be there.

yeap. oh and the recent blog attacks that the clique has been bombarded with, im sure we wont be affected by it. afterall, we r all under grace. and God will see us through it all.
praise the lord! Amen to that.

2 keys i've learnt on sunday & ive been repeating it ever since.
No. 1 - I'm under grace.
No. 2 - always have good opinion of God.

:):)

Mid-autumn festival

30 mins ago, it was mid-autumn festival / mooncake festival / lantern festival. whichever u wish to name it as. w/o having kids around, the adults would just sit down & sip chinese tea n nibble into the mooncakes. but when there're kids around, the atmosphere is totally different. which is why my cousins, auntie and the 2 cute babies came over to my place.

its good that they were here, or else it'd be just another day for me.

but anyways, lets just say it hasnt exactly been a fantastic day for me.
yeah it wasnt but now it is. as in, all disputes have been resolved.
and i just wanna say,
edi & zach,
i love u guys alot alright. u guys have played major roles in my life and still do. life w/o u guys would be, i donno wat man. so yeah.

the moral of the story is, the clique means a lot to each & every member of it, im very sure. but there r bound to be times when disputes/unhappiness/arguments occur. the amazing thing is, each & every time when we solve these problems, thats when we grow stronger together as well. so, this clique is actually a very beautiful thing thats revolving around our lives. therefore, i think we should embrace what we have & love each other more, right?! :) once again, no pointing of finger at anyone here. just a general note, i swear! i love u guys loads.....
yeap yeap. alritey, thats all for y'all lovely people. Take care :):):)

endless clubbing nights

clubbed on friday, whats new.

clubbed on sunday, whats new.

my life basically revolves around clubbing. and its not that good, duh. be it for health, or the soul. it has come to a point where clubbing is a necessity, for me. i club cause my friends are there. so it doesnt really have anything to do with my need for dancing or going crazy. no doubt, drinking is somehow an essential activity to keep me going strong.

i wouldnt really say "my life is in a mess". but maybe just needa alter it a lil to "my life is damned". yeah my life is damned. i donno why. just have this sudden feeling of emptiness.

i guess its the time when reality sets in after all the fun one has at clubs. with the help of alcohol & tobacco, one can get extremely high & do the craziest stuff ever. what i mean is, clubbing can be so damn fun but when everything ends, its back to reality again. the club will be so empty. people's souls might be empty too.

perhaps that's what im feeling now. empty cuz i had too much unrealistic fun at clubs.
oh well, but at least clique-ers are there for me when i feel empty.

like jovan who met up with me at simpang. then followed by the stayover at my place with derek & jovan. even tho jovan was busy sleeping and derek&i conked out after 3 episodes of charmed, its still nice to have friends with me when im feeling down. clique-ers rock!

:)

Quote of the day: Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.

internship at Innomed Pte Ltd

1st week of attachment has ended. its only the 1st week & im already totally drained out. i haven't been obeying the alarm clock & wake up as soon as it rings --- ever since i've decided to skip all lectures at 9am & sometimes get MCS when i don't feel like attending 9am tutorials. but these few days, i practically had to force myself to get outta my bed. yet, im still late. grrrrrr... guess what? attachment is so taxing for me that i slept at 10plus yest. fwah couldnt stand it any longer. needed my sleep.

but i think what im delirious about is my wonderful colleagues. other than the few aunties whom i dont really have any common topic with, the Asst Mgr, IT guy as well as the Mktg girl are real pleasant colleagues. we've been lunching with them this past 3 days. and they nv fail to bring us to try out different canteens in the vicinity. oh and the "US" refers to myself & my other 2 sch mates who are also posted to this company. thank God for them or else i'd be bored to death by now.
HOWEVER, something i dont like bout this job is..... it has got nth to do with Banking & Finance at all! bloody shit. we go there to do admin stuff like filing, data entry & photocopying. at least im involved in the coordination of upcoming workshops which requires me to send emails & also write a speech for my boss & the chairperson for the event. tts still not too bad. but filing, data entry & photocopying??!! goodness, go hire someone with PSLE cert or something. oh man. internship is supposed to be related to our field of study, instead they threw some "sai kang" -- shit job to us!

anyways, other than the "Waking up in the morning" issue, i kinda prefer working to studying. oh wells. 2 more mths to go.
till then, cya! :)

party - done!

yeapp our party at watten estate was a success! most of the ppl turned up --- winston, edison, zach, levin, wanhua, monica, serene, jovan, nigel, melvin, derek, anavil, gary, eric, louis, matt and me! its the first time so many of us gathered together at the same place & the same time.
we had our very own AGM. haha where everyone penned their thoughts on a piece of paper n put it in the treasure chest. afterwhich, derek read each n every entry of ours. then we trashed it out. hahaha very fun. we've gotten to know what the members like & dislike bout the grp. but jovan & eric were the ones who were trying hard to eliminate each other from the grp. grrr. :P

but anyhow, this party like i mentioned before, is for levin & winston. we sincerely hope they will enjoy themselves with the clique before they enter NS. and once again, a big THANK YOU to each n everyone of you for attending the party. filming was fun as well, but try not to exclude ppl who are not in the cast. sleepover & movie in the middle of the night was superb. i just wished there was ghost storytelling. yeapps yeapps.
oh and to matthew, haha i ignored u yest! bet u know why. but anyhow, have a safe trip to australia! and come back with souvenirs! or else i shan't forgive u! neh neh

anyways, through this meeting that we had yest, i've realised that all of us actually love the clique a lot. and all of us really want to make this clique work. and all of us are actually willing to sacrifice their time for the clique. thats very sweet of all of u. life has been amazing for me ever since i met the clique. i don't have a religion but i truly believe u guys are God's gifts to me! each & every single one of u . and i thank God for these beautiful gifts.
once again, thanks for the love. and just before levin & winston enter the army, lets give them all the love we have! so where is our event planner?! plan a super duper event for all of us!!!! hehehe alritey then, take care y'all! :)

everyday......

i realised these few days i've been so hyped up over the launch of the clique's blog. not only me, but everyone else is really excited bout everything. be it our sitcom, our blog, our band... oh man things are looking well for us :)

therefore, for the "links" section, i have uploaded the "cliqi" of my dear friends and also linked it to their personalblogs. coolness eh! thanks to winston for the cliqis!!
furthermore, i also used the animacons that winston created to link to the clique's official blog :) just for viewers' convenience.

by the way, (edi, zach, levin, derek, will) & i watched "i know who killed me" starring Lindsay Lohan. i would say its an okay movie. not super fantastic but will do just fine. its more of a thriller. shan't disclose the story to u guys but out of 5 stars, hmmm mayb 2.5 stars?! i mean, the movie seems to lack something. mayb lack some element of surprise? yuh thats the thing.
went to winston's place (again!) after the movie with edi & levin. watched "cheaper by a dozen" over there. man, we actually went to winston's place 2 nights in a row. n gonna stay over later after the party. lol am definitely looking forward to the party later. okay okays i know ive mentioned it a zillion times! lol just plain excited!

thats all folks. updates soon!

the daily meetings we have...

its good to be able to hang out with the clique everyday. despite having to rush down to town after work, its all worthwhile, cause of the joy & laughter we share the moment we see & talk to each other.
the meeting was supposed to include the discussion for our sitcom "just the clique". oh well, derek, gary & ana had to leave early so we headed to winston's hse.
anyways, am really looking forward to the party on thurs. aye guys, stop changing the bloody date la! haha im getting really confused! thurs ah, set!

im getting more n more emo as winston & levin's enlistment dates draw nearer. i cant believe they're gonna be "away" for 2 weeks. afterwhich they'll only be able to book out on sat afternns then book in on sun nights. how to spend quality time with the clique like that?
im really gonna miss winston n levin.
winston baby, i want u to know i love u a lot ya. thanks for all the love. and when ure in camp, do take lotsa care of yourself. i know it'll not be easy for u. if u miss me/need someone to talk to, u can always gimme a buzz ya :) i'll always be here for u!
levin! my loveliest band mate! thanks for the gigs we have had. altho not many but im sure there's more gigs to come. take gd care of urself in camp. dont miss the clique too much altho im very sure u will. when ure in camp, dont throw tantrum n dont whine! ahahaha

alritey guys! im really lookin' forward to all the upcoming stuff that we're gonna venture into! love y'all loads!! muacks! :)
lookin' forward to thurs as well!!!

my clique is super cool!
edison started the blog, then winston gave it life! he added animated icons of all the members, added tagboard, planned the jersey thingy. and now, guess what? we are gonna have our own sitcom! haha something like "spin" and "light years". omg! my clique is so crazily fun! hahaha and edi bought a videocam worth $3000plus! omg!!!

oh and btw winston & levin will be enlisting soon! im gonna be so depressed. cuz winston is my baby & levin is my band mate. grrrr im doubly sad.
thats y we'll be having a party for them at winston's hse. we'll have as much fun as we can, alritey cliquers?!

life in 2007 has been GRRRRReeeeaaaatttt!!! really! in march, i passed my driving. and met the clique. throughout this 5mths+, we've bonded so much that i think we cant live w/o seeing each other. like wat winston said, although we werent sure if this clique would last and also werent sure if this clique has a heart. but im sure throughout this 5mths, we have developed feelings for one another. just like brothers & sisters. and no doubt we do have our differences and quarrels&little tiffs are inevitable, we can always work things out. therefore, i wanna say a big thank you to every single one of u in the clique. as well as a super duper big hug to all of u. i admit there are some members in the clique whom im not so close to, but we still belong together. and we can always bond! :)
you guys have brought me nth but JOY, LAUGHTER & LOVE! cant imagine life w/o u guys.

oh meanwhile, exams just ended for me. like finally! so i'll have holidays for a week then it'd be internship time! goshh i seriously hope i'll be working in a bank. and i really hope i wont have to take any supp paper!! :( this sem's been bad. played too much. grrrr.
ohh st james on sunday was fun :)

yeapp yeapp. oh man this is quite a long entry. i have not blogged such a long entry for aeons! i was lookin through my previous blog entries, damn long-winded. hahaha but am too lazy these days. today's an exception! lol alritey take care y'all!

P.S: did i tell u i love "just the clique"?! hehe yes i do! :)

exams over!

hooray!
exams r soooo finally over! now its time for my attachment on 12th sept.
meanwhile, guess im just gonna practice for my gig as well as gym hard! :)

arghh im jus talking to myself now cuz no one knows bout this new blog add, so yeah.

ok enough of talking to myself. cya

exams...

2 weeks of non-stop studying is killing me.
3papers down, 2 more to go.
then followed by internship, which im still clueless about where i'll be posted to.
posting results will be out on 10th sept. till then, its time to chill n relax!

not forgetting my studying buddies! thanks for enduring with me. although u guys ended exams much earlier than me! grrr just gonna blame on the fact that i have 5 freakin' papers to go through!

alritey, thats all for nw. gonna continue with my mugging. till then, take care y'all!
oh and to the clique, sorry for not being able to meet up with y'all lately, soon ya!

jovan n will, prata rocked! :)

cheers all

sober

very nice song by kelly clarkson from her new album "My December". there's this part in the song, the climax where kelly screams "3 mths and im still .....", her voice always cracks after the 2nd sentence. damn tough to sing eh.... but still, kelly clarkson rocks.



this song, "the way i are" by timbaland. very nice song to dance to. lotsa groove.



another quite cool song. "take control" by amerie.



"rehab" by amy winehouse. i like her voice, rich and soulful.



"promiscuous girl" acoustic version by nelly furtado. damn cool. didnt know promiscuous girl could be made an acoustic version eh? simply superb.

updates!

there have been so many attempts made by me to blog but im just too lazy. haha i finally have the time n mood to blog. woohoo.

here goes.... life has been the same, except exams are coming & gosh, i can seem to find the time to study.

too much clubbing, too much chilling out and too much drinking sessions make me sick & tired of studying. but then again, its pretty much an obligation. i have to prove my parents wrong! grrr.

so honey bunch, sorry if im gonna neglect y'all for these few weeks. im sure u guys will understand. i hope i can stop clubbing for awhile yea.

pics of my loved ones :)

alritey, thanks for the love! and am very happy to meet new people.

oh and welcome back to s'pore zach, roddy & sasa!

what else? oh subtle's next gig is on 19th aug 3pm same place, duh!

jane's not gonna club for the next 3 weeks, since samuel already posted my photo on his blog and demanded ppl at clubs to ban me! ("thanks" samuel!) so pls try not to have so much fun! in case i miss out on TOO much! grrrrr.....

ahhh the clique's national day celebration @ winston's was FABBBBBBulous! thanks honey bunch!

clubbing in red was....... SSSSSuuuuuperbbbbb! clubbing 4 nights in a week was tiring!!! really!

okie thats all folks.

ps:jane shall be back, soon!

laters! :)

weekend-ers.

TGIF, went to ngee ann poly with levin&zach. had lotsa fun snapping away in the library. haha we are camwhores!


oh well, weekends are usually, normally, most probably clubbing nights. yeapp this weekend wasnt an exception.
clubbed as usual. got high as usual. grr. i needa learn how to drink man. and not get tipsy so easily.
weird enough, i brought my camera to the club and was happily snapping away.
that was on fri.
sat, same time, same place, same ppl. lol clubbing night again. damn, i got darn high and erm yuh, forgot to bring my bag home. lol thats like the funniest joke ever. which idiot would forget to bring the back home except me? muahahahaha. but anyway thanks to a friend for helping me safeguard it yea :)

wedding dinner on sunday. food was alright. most importantly was the company. my cousins & my baby nephew&niece. ok, i didnt take a pic of my niece but most of you should know she's as adorable as an angel la. yeahh fun fun.

alritey now for serious business, subtle is performing again! due to popular demand (cheh! HAHA). we'll be performing on 5th Aug & 19th Aug (both sundays) at the same place ben&jerry's@thecathay scoopers' lounge. same time (3pm we'll commence our performance). so ppl who have missed it the other time round, like eric! louis! ben! pls come and watch us this time round. lol.

thats all for now folks. omg cant wait for our gig again, yeah levin? :D

ciao!