clubbed on sunday, whats new.
my life basically revolves around clubbing. and its not that good, duh. be it for health, or the soul. it has come to a point where clubbing is a necessity, for me. i club cause my friends are there. so it doesnt really have anything to do with my need for dancing or going crazy. no doubt, drinking is somehow an essential activity to keep me going strong.
i wouldnt really say "my life is in a mess". but maybe just needa alter it a lil to "my life is damned". yeah my life is damned. i donno why. just have this sudden feeling of emptiness.
i guess its the time when reality sets in after all the fun one has at clubs. with the help of alcohol & tobacco, one can get extremely high & do the craziest stuff ever. what i mean is, clubbing can be so damn fun but when everything ends, its back to reality again. the club will be so empty. people's souls might be empty too.
perhaps that's what im feeling now. empty cuz i had too much unrealistic fun at clubs.
oh well, but at least clique-ers are there for me when i feel empty.
like jovan who met up with me at simpang. then followed by the stayover at my place with derek & jovan. even tho jovan was busy sleeping and derek&i conked out after 3 episodes of charmed, its still nice to have friends with me when im feeling down. clique-ers rock!
:)
